Monday, July 19, 2010

Long hiatus...

...but I'm back. Won't say I haven't thought about it...

I know I haven't been posting lately--so much going on! But I'm back and I'm planning on staying.

Not much time, so I'll go through this as quickly as I can:

First, I've lost up to 57 pounds to date. But sometime last year, I hit a plateau, and I've been trying to get back on track ever since. I've noticed that I've lapsed a little with the food, and I've gone back to being sedentary--not cool! But I'm not giving up. I'm determined not to go back to where I was. That was a miserable time for me, and I don't want to repeat history. I'm trying to at least maintain right now. It's been an uphill battle but I'm going to keep fighting!

Second, the whole thing with Donnie has cooled off--he never saw those damn messages and I doubt he ever will--and I decided to let him go on with his life and accept whatever comes. I have more pressing matters to focus on, anyway...for instance, I finally graduated from JCTC in May, and now I need to find a place where I can put my photographic skills to the test. So far I haven't found anything--haven't really had a chance to search, really--but something's got to be out there.

I sometimes consider moving out of Louisville to look for work, but I know what it can cost, plus I need a way to get by until I find something. Maybe I can plan something soon enough...

Also, as of last year, I've been moonlighting as a psychic--yep, a psychic. Specifically, I do angel readings. (Heard of Doreen Virtue?) I have two card decks I work with, and I mainly have been taking requests online. At first I wasn't getting paid for it--still haven't gotten taken any money for it--but I'm planning to. (I'll make 'em cheap, though. LOL.) A psychic I went to recently suggested I start doing so for energy exchange, which makes sense, because reading people really is draining. The only thing that's holding me back from in-person readings is my sensitivity about other people; I know that a lot of people tend to be pretty cynical and skeptical about things like this, so I have an idea about what I'd be getting myself into. Still, if I don't take a chance, I'll never know.

Right now I'm just taking it easy. Money problems have been stressing me out lately to the point of sickness. I need a rest.

Well that's it today. I need to get home!

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